2:16 PM

 So, yesterday, Masai came to visit me. I haven't seen him in forever and I had a blast, we basically just hung out and played pool, but I had trouble finding him at first, he was on the 3rd floor and not where I expected him to be. He was just chilling in the corner and I was shocked when I came back, and he was standing there. He kept telling me that he was in the pool table but, he couldn't tell me anything else, and I have no idea why I didn't think about the fact that he could actually find someplace, without me...Guess I understimated him.
  But, when I finally found him, he seemed uber pissed, and I asked him whats wrong. He pulls me back into the staircase and looks me straight in the eye, and informs me that the boys milling around the room, with him, were talking about me. I don't really care how or what they talk about, even though they were talking about me, I could care less. People talk, that's what they're here for, that's why god gave them mouths. He seemed extremely distraught, so I gave in, and asked him what they were talking about? How I would be perfect for giving them head.
  Of course. What else would they be talking about? It's like high school all over again! Grow the fuck Up. Half the boys that were hanging out I've seen maybe once or twice around campus. They don't even know my full name, and there sitting there discussing sexual fantasies where I'm the star? What the Fuck. This always happens to me. I just don't think its fair! I had the same thing happen; Senior Year, when I was doing the Joseph play, the same rumor was going around school. School that I didn't even attend?!
 But I'm in College now. I'm not a high school senior, and I'm not going to let their high school nonsense affect and or get the best of me. I am a strong independent woman and I refuse to let little boys who wear their pants around thier ankles to get the best of me. I am intelligent, and resourceful, and sexual, and I refuse to let them perverse that.

Gabriella:
Pronounced: Gah-bree-EL-ah (Italian)

Italian and Hungarian form of Gabriel. Originally Hebrew.

Gabriella's posses strong and attractive personalities. They either fall into the sensitive, shy, gentle and patient category. Or the exhibitionist and lively aura. Both mend and tend to be loyal and honest beings. They are frank (friendly) and humanitarian among others. Their originality and inventive personalities draw many in. They are on another perceptive fairly independent on some terms. They enjoy showing off their intellectual status and humorous remarks every once in awhile. Whenever they express themselves emotionally or spiritually, you would know. They are nearly always clear minded, concise and logical.

Gabriella's do not give themselves easily. However, once they do decide that one is worthy of their friendship or love, they can exert an almost hypnotic and irresistible attraction on them and are willing to sacrifice anything for them.

On the dark side.. they are somewhat perverse and unpredictable. They are intractable or contrary sometimes and if you let them they become detached from their surroundings.


Fucking Dueces,


Strawb3rri3


6:26 PM

1:53 PM

 And if you're not in the know, yes, that is a direct quote from Dexter's Lab. And yes, I am a Dexter's Lab fan. But that doesn't really pertain to my topic. Today's Entry was supposed to take place on Monday, but I got lazy and distracted by the Phillip Defranco show! And if You don't know what that is then visit this Link right this minute! Plus, he's just really really really cute! Yes, he's been on youtube for 2 years! and I was watching each and everyone!( youtube.com/user/sxephil )
  But alas, it is now Tuesday, and I have two classes and then my first bye bye Birdie practice! So, I'm really hoping that it turns out okay, because I've been doing my research but it's just kinda boring, and I hope it'll turn out to be like Anything Goes, where I'm pleasantly surprised.  I'm completely moved into my new room/ aka my awesome roommate E.M.U. She has bought a fish! I don't know what kind it is, but it looks soo lonely, I kinda wanna jump in the tank and like keep it company, but I wouldn't be able to do that because just like alice drinking things she shouldn't growing, I'd displaced all the water and the poor fishie would be flopping around on the ground like:...Well, a fish out of water lol.
 But We got the results back from our Intro to Sociology 1st Exam; yea, I got a 74%. So like the title said, I did indeed past the test, but I really wanted a much better grade than that! Ms. H. said that its perfectly normal for a freshie like me to get grades like this on tests, but that just doesn't do it for me! I am not happy, it's a c, and not only a c, but a low c! And C's don't make smithsonian curators, damnit! So now, I feel I must fix the situation, so of course, I'm studying hard, and turning in my assignments on time, and participating more in class, and I recieved my Chap.1 and 2 questions, with acceptable grades on them; don't ask why I didn't mention chap. 3; it's just a headache I dont want to get into at the moment.
 But I absolutely love the fact that we're in college, and we still get N/N at the top of our papers in brightly colored marker, It feels like being homeschooled all over again, except with people, most of whom I don't care for...This is College people, when are you going to grow up? If someone's laundry is in the washer, and you need to use it, move it to the dryer, don't just pull it out put it in the basket and leave it there to sour; lets use our nice personalities shall we??  Seriously, I feel like one of those kindergarten teachers, where they keep telling the little kids that are so excited to actually be leaving their house, and playing with kids; that have actual toys, and don't spend their time playing blueberry can beer bowling, with their grandmother ( Altho, I ain't gonna lie! That is STILL my favorite handmade game of all time) There are just times when you should say no.
  Such as agreeing to play pool with 2 other people knowing damn well you can't play yourself, and don't know any of the rules, *I have no idea why it sounds like personal experience, as a blogger I like to write about things that I don't experience* *Eye roll; apparently it's hard to read sarcasm lmfao*
Strawb3rri3


1:43 PM

1. Anime Jepordy-The worst game of Jeapoardy played EVER! The audience won! We had 16 and the contestant that came in 1st place only had 3...So we should have gotten the prize but its cool...I got buttons out of it.
2. Anime Blogging 101-My second panel...was a little bit better, hosted by Cj Blackwing of Borderline Hikikomori fame. She totally B.S.Ed the first 20 minutes, but I had to hand it to her, being homeschooled like moi, and finding time to run a highly successful anime blog, and conducting her little minions, to do her bidding. For that I give her aces! I learned a lot, but the premise was extremely yawn worthy, so I didn't stay for 102...Part of me wishes I did, the other half still says fuck it. Visit, and comment, they like that stuff.
3. Massive Shopping- Dealers room- bought a really cute chinese-inspired shirt, with slits on the side...I wore it to the second rave/Ohayocon dance...Which was really fun! Bought an onigiri pillow, which has a bell inside that shakes, when you shake it! hahah, Wish they had some asian fabric I could have bought back to sew with, but it is what it is...
4. Ohayocon Dance/Rave-So, I attended this one, with Jess and Kiersten! It was totally worth the almost 2 hour wait! Next year, we get to have the ballroom, so we won't have to worry about doing that really stupid cycling thing, you wait 2 hours to get in...One hour to dance, and then you leave..I only let it slide because it was my first rave and con, don't think ya'll can pull that shit again next year...I think not! I will not allow it!  But I danced with 3 guys tonight, and had one tell me i was a beautiful woman, that made my night! It's not every day that I hear someone telling me that I'm beautiful...Who knew the neko girls could down like that? A whole grind-line? Who knew they rolled like that...Not me that's for sure.

4:18 AM

  So, I think I solved that extra curricular activity! My floormate, Cooper has given me an in, for the spring musical. Bye Bye Birdie. I've never seen it performed, or heard any of the songs, so I've been doing some research so I don't have to look stupid on Tuesday, when I show up for the very first time, at six in the theater. I thought this was going to be a fine week, is it too much to ask for a week without hassle? I mean really, I'm already in school, I'm already worried about paying student loans, and then you wanna hit me with this bogus work bullshit?
  So I was supposed to work today, and I call to make sure I still have to go because it is a 4 hour bus ride and I don't want to make the trip unnecssarily especially in knee deep snow. So I call up there, and Angie answers and informs me that I'm no longer on the schedule even though I got  the schedule through my email, and it told me that I worked. So she gave me the number for Brice, and I called him, and he informed me that I was a no call, no show, last weekend, even though I told them I couldn't make it because of the convention and I totally let them know before the end of the week too... But He's saying that no one told me that I called and that I was a no call no show, making me guilty of job abandonment, meaning I'm currently out of a job...
  Then to make matters worse, Masai texts me and tells me that he's having an early life crisis and that he wants to break up. I mean I could feel that we were drifting apart, so that's understandable, but then he recants it, just like he did at the mall! I don't know what I'm going to do, and I don't know what I should do. He's coming over to talk about it this weekend, and I guess I'll decide then. I just seem to think it's a little odd, that he decides to bring it up and meet up to talk about it the weekend of Valentine's Fucking Day, and it's also the day before the Fucking Talent Show!
  I can't have this much stress, just because I'm black doesn't mean, that I'm equipped to handle it. I'm a kept kitten damnit! I don't want to have to worry about this crap! Grandma was right boys are too much of a hassle! If this is how the opposite sex treats me then maybe it's time to try my own...Women can't possibly treat each other that way, we already know whats happeneing, and we don't care for it, maybe a girl would be better suited for me...
Strawb3rri3

Labels: a day in the life of a dorm girl, sex confusion

1:47 AM